I am tired.
I am tired of reading about love.
I am tired of reading about wars.
I am tired of reading about God.
I am tired of my apathy
and you caring too much about the world.
I am tired of your wet desensitized face
and my evil laughter.
I am tired of not enjoying wine.
I am tired of not enjoying you.
I am tired of sleep.
I am tired of sun.
I am tired of church.
I am tired of humanity.
I am tired of Shakespeare
and allusions to Henry IV pt. 1.
I am tired of watching television.
I am tired of thinking.
I am tired of not knowing enough.
I am tired of reading.
I am tired of writing.
I am tired of writing to be smart.
I am tired of writing to be liked.
I am tired of writing to be different.
I am tired of writing to be better.
I am tired of not getting any better at writing.
I am tired of not making any money.
I am tired of money.
I am tired of using poetry to escape.
I am tired of not knowing enough poetry.
I am tired of getting smarter.
I am tired of being stupid.
I am tired of tomorrow
and its predictability
and its mystery
and its chaos
and the revelations it holds
and its sobering wake-up
and drunk sleepiness
I am tired of wearing pants.
I am tired of being naked.
I am tired of seeing how much better you look then me naked.
I am tired of wishing I were you
and wishing I had your progress.
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